I wrote this little ‘diddy’ late Wednesday night. Not sure why I felt compelled to write about love, maybe it is what I am missing in my life, to one day give my love to someone. Maybe I was just tired. But what ever it is or was. I like it. I really like the part, “Love is not a competition,” because it is not, and I think that is also one of the reasons that some couples don’t last cause everything has to be made into a competition with some people.
Hope you enjoyed it, since the last time I blogged was in January.
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~Lesha
Please take a look at the link below of a Great Cover, Love this Song! :)
Its been a good couple weeks since I last posted about my Grandpa. There are many things that I would like to say about my family but I know if I do, it could come back and haunt me, so I am not going to say anything on that matter of things in my life.
Well with that said. This topic of the blog is about Love. All my life or since I can remember I have always wanted to be loved by this one person. This person does not have a name cuase I have not met him. I feel in my life that this guy is out there also waiting just like I am. I want a love so dear that when we look at one another we do not have to say, “I Love you.” We can just say it with our eyes, letting everyone know that we do love each other cause they will be able see it in our eyes just like we can see it when we look at each other.
I have been thinking for the past 4 days about, love in general. I am ready for it. I can feel it. I know it will come in time it maybe tomorrow, next week, next year, maybe two. I want the love that my grandparents had or when I see a certain show that have 2 characters that are so much in love you can tell it in their eyes. I know its just acting when you see it on TV or in movies. Yet I have always wished for that in my life. When I see two people so comfortable with each other, laughing, smiling, talking..its a great way for me to remind myself that what ever happened in my past with guys, that the present in my life now is very much different than what it was.
I know Love is a Big word and very much hard to say for many out in the world. Yet there are so many ways to say, “I love you,” with out even actually saying it. I know in my heart when I meet that special person, I will know in my heart that this person who I will hope to stand in front of one day and say those exact words.
I have decided to make a pack with myself. I am no longer going to say, “I need a man.” If you even once hear me say it, slap me on the hand or the back of the head. Instead of saying, “I need a man,” I am going to say, “I wish I could find somone who will love me for me and my thickness.” If I find that man or if he finds me, I will than say, “I have found this man…”
I will not ask for much in a relationship, because when one does, that is how some relationships fall apart. When I am with this special person, I want to Communicate, becuase communication is the key to every relationship. I want to laugh, becuase with out laughter, life is boring and dull, and there is no communication involved really. I want Honesty, because with out honesty you can not have communication. To have Honesty you have to be true to yourself in a non-selfish way, and be true to my(your) man(partner). I want as many make out sessions as possible(many are probably laughing right now.LOL) I say this becuase if you do not kiss, or even touch each other and you love each other so much why be in the relationship, I feel kissing can tell you so much about your partner. If you are good at reading other people You should know this. Kiss each other when you leave the house and before you go to bed. Also Loyalness, You have to be loyal to one another, its just the way it is. Just like the diffinetion says. Look it up. Last but not least. I want to cuddle with the man that comes in my life, because when you cuddle, You have: Communication, Laughter, Honesty, Kissing, & Loyalness.
Anyway here is my New Anthem, it is a song called “Long, Long Way to Go.” by Def Leppard…sure is a shock to everyones system when you read that. Yes I listen to Def Leppard. Yes you read that right. Yes, I know you are surprise its not Backstreet Boys LOL Here is the Video to that song.
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