Okay, so it looks like since January 14th, I have not updated my blog. Where has the time gone? I have no idea that is for sure, each time I feel like doing a blog, I say to myself, “I just did a blog not to long ago. I guess I will wait.” Well it looks like about 7 people have viewed my blog. Who ever you are. Thank You! for viewing my blog. I know who one of the 7 are, but not sure if she will continue to read my blog.
There are a couple of ideas in my head that are swimming around of what I should write about. A week or 2 ago, I was going to write about how upset I was over something, but should not put in my blog, for I have been told by this person not to always write about it or mention it in my headline on Facebook. I love this person dearly, but hopefully we have come to an understanding together about my life and how I should live it. She is a Great Person, and a Great Friend, when I need one, or just want someone to listen to me bitch and complain about things in my life. I know I give her an earful, and I appreciate it, and I hope she knows it.
An update on how I am doing health wise and weight wise. I think I am down 37 pounds not really sure on that, have not weighed myself recently. Went shopping a couple days ago, and found out I am 2 jean sizes down, and a shirt size, and OMG a bra size, too. I am devastated on the bra size :( I wish it could have stayed the same size. Oh, well, Maybe now I can find my size, seems everyone is my size when I shop for things like that. But I am sure MANY of you did Not want to know that. Well, so be it, I wrote about it, and you’re going to know about it. :-) As for the working out part. I exercise at least 3 or 4 times a week. I am not sure if the 5k is actually going to happen, I just need to take it a step at a time and go at my own pace.
On the 17th of this month, I will be seeing my dietician, and my surgeon to see how I am doing. I hoping that my dietician puts me on a strict eating plan, one where I know I have to stay on, because something would happen if I happen to get off of it. So, I need an eating plan that will scare me enough that tells me if you do not eat this, than you can become sick. Or something like that. I feel I need a set eating plan, becuase than I feel it will work for me as well as this surgery has. Hopefully, I will have some good news when I meet with them on Tuesday. And that day, I will also update all of you, so, you will know what happened.
Also for the past week or 2, I have also been trying to think of a poem to write. I have not wrote a poem for quite sometime, or even a short story for that matter. The poem, I wanted it to be about the moon shinning through my window, becuase all of last week the moon had shown through my window at night, and it just felt so peaceful starying at it, and thinking about things in my life at this time. Hopefully that poem will come to me, through a song that I will listen to. Most poems do when I listen to music, it flows straight from my finger tips to my keyboard, and into my computer, than off to all of you.
Okay, so my last update is basically saying, Thanks to my friends, for being my friends, and for listening to me. I know I sometimes say that I feel like I am not being heard. I know you hear me, and I appreciate it. To a friend out there, that is going through some problems, but not really sure its a problem, because I am going through it, too. We will find that person, I know we will. He will be in our lives, we just have to remind ourselves that we can not search for love. Love has to find us, and the one that is out there for you and for me, will have to find us or fall upon us in meeting. *Hugs*
By the Way, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!! The Day I wish I had a man to love and vice versa. I am a romantic at heart. LOL :-)
~Lesha